Mommy to a little girl now, no more baby!

I found myself Wedn night before Bailey's bday rocking her to sleep and thinking about it being the last time before she turns on. That is when the tears started to fall, and did not stop until yesterday! lol I held it together pretty good on her bday and only cried once during her video montage that I made. The day before though I was struggling so hard with keeping it together. My little girl is my world and I find it soooo unfair that time is going by so fast. I do my best to cherish each moment with her, but wish it would all last longer. We had such a beautiful weekend celebrating Bailey's bday. On her actual bday we took her to her favorite BBQ joint where she decided it wasnt her favorite anymore and just wanted to eat bread! lol We headed to Toys R Us afterwards because we had to buy more gifts since I let her talk me into opening all the ones we already had the week prior! lol She had fun and we picked up some really cute things for her including a motorized Barbie ATV. Trav took the day off Friday to help finish things up for the party which was awesome. The party was great! Bailey was her funny self as always, and really enjoyed having everyone over. The bounce house and sno cone machine were a HUGE hit with the kids, and kept them outside all day! lol She made out like a bandit with gifts, but could care less really, and just wanted to know why I was taking them away after she opened them! lol She wanted nothing to do with her cake, which I expected because she does not like to get dirty and is not into sweets. Everyone else enjoyed themselves which was awesome. I only cried once during the party, although I must have broke down 6 times shopping the day before! lol We had a grown up party that night playing poker and watching the UFC fights and getting a little tipsy! lol The next day we had to be up bright and early for the cancer triathalon his sister was competing in........UGH! This morning I am sick with a fever and feeling like the poop truck ran me over :) I still cannot believe I am a mommy to a 1 year old already! She is amazing, and so special to us. I can't wait to continue to watch her grown :) My second store stocking after Easter was just as good as the first, and all my diapers sold out in just a few minutes. I am excited to stock again with my tags! Work is going great for Trav and the just found out that they have a ton more work to last a few years, so that is comforting. Well I am not feeling so hot and need to rest while Bailey is!